After having dealt with a long history of depression (I call it functioning depression as I was still able to function on a daily basis as if nothing was wrong), as well suicidal thoughts I knew I had to make a change.  I could no longer continue on this path and think I was going to survive.  Therefore, after many therapy sessions, self-reflection, embracing my faith, opening up to family and great friends, I am finding my way out of the dark. 

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During this process I have finally realized I am worth it, worth living, I am enough and that all the negativity that I convinced myself of, were lies.  I could finally allow myself to feel joy and be happy regardless of the adversities or challenges.  I was no longer going to allow myself or anyone else to define me by my failures, mistakes or my past.  Just like the Phoenix, I was going to rise from the ashes and live again. 

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When the opportunity to participate in the Esco Alley Art project presented itself I initially wanted to create something that represented the City of Escondido; however, something was pulling me in another direction.  I wanted to create something that would inspire, empower, and encourage.  As such, I decided to be true to myself and my style of art.  Inspired by my own rising from the ashes, I wanted the mural help encourage and inspire others.  It is my hope that “New Beginnings” will convey that message and be source of encouragement.

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There will still be dark days, adversity, and failures, but remember the smallest light within you will light up the darkest room. 

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“My life will no longer be defined by my past mistakes, adversity or challenges.  Rather, I will embrace each new day as an opportunity to achieve greatness, self-worth and new beginnings” - Lisa Marquez